Im almost finnished 6th year and its causing such a rift in my life. Im almost about to leave my comfort zone, say cheerio to seeing my friends practically every day and then starting my life doing watever im gonna do. I tought id decided i'd be goin to aberdeen for architecture, but im getting cold feet about it all. It might be a good idea just to take the place i have and then throw myself in and get organised. Im too afraid of making mistakes now though. I dont even think i know what architects do! I have a couple of days work experience coming up soon but i have to decide where i want to go by tuesday, or i dont go anywhere. Its a toughie!
I also have new boy issues. My friends on/off boyfriend who she lost her virginity to has started flirting with me, and i have been back but he's been around the block a few times and i dont wanna be another conquest for him. Hes seriously hot and pretty funny. Im exited where it could lead though as prom nih could be pretty special with him in our limo and sitting at the sae table as me! We were talking at school all day about how far people had gone sexually, and i was glad to hear others are as inexperienced as me. Its not even lik ive been given the oppertunity for anything remotely sexual!!!! Who knows what might happen with this guy though. I have a feeling, as he's been with a lot of girls, he wont be as terrified of me as ross. Heres hoping!
