I thought i'd let you know wat ive been up to because i've been kinda busy lately.

My interview for architecture went really well and the guy really liked my drawing. He was worried about my decission about what subject to take thoug but i reassured him architecture is form me, and i think i've convinced myself too. I think its the best idea as in school i enjoy the subject because of the class and the people arround me rather than the work and ive been enjoying art more and more in school. Ive begun evperimenting with a big chinese lantern that i bought in San Fransisco. I used a hole puncher to make dots then used them to make the pantern. It looks pretty good! Now im moving on to using the card with the circles removed and using it as a part of my drawing. I recon its pretty interesting and exiting. The only problem is that i dont know if im doing it right!

Ive also been busy with my adv. biology investigation. Im doing the effects of natural products on microbes so every thursday im choppin garlic, onion and carrot to see if they could stop microbes growing. Im impressed that its working and im enjoying the work, and getting to know some of the people in my class better. But i recon boys are a little silly. They never realise when you want their attention and i try holding Ross's eyes for longer than normal bt he doesnt get it. I also over-analyse everything that i want to say to himso that in the end the thoughts overtake my head and someone else starts tha conversation i was wanteng to start. I know i shouldnt be jelouse of other perole not having the same feelings but it would make it easier if i didnt care what i said.

I saw hard fi last mondat because we got free tickets from the school. I dont know any of their new stuff but recognised some of their old singles. I had a really good time but i saw people from my school who im not friendly with just sittin their, only bothering to smile when their boyfriends came by. I dont see the point of going to a gig if you arnt in it for the music or for the dancing. I also heard someone say my name and i turned to see two boys from my school laughing as though i didnt belong their. Who gives them the right to laugh at me for enjoying something they enjoy too? are we that different??? That was the thing that brought the evening down though.

I also gave blood last week for the first time. It was arranged by the school and i didnt think i could ever willingly get pain and discomfort but i kept wanting to do it for my gramparents in return for all the blood they were givan and also for payment in case i ever need to have some myself. It wasnt the best experiebce of my life. I was petrified and was paniking all the way throught it, so much so i had a person sitting next to me, trying to keeep me relaxed for the whole 15 minutes. It was terrifying, but didnt hurt much, it was only a normal jag-type scratch then you could feel a sharp thing in your arm, but it wasnt like you could feel all the blood draining out of you. I totally wasnt relaxing though and had a really soar shoulder the next day cos i was tensed up. I'd defenately do it again though and would advise anyone to try it, at least once.